HAPPY HALF: I have been with my beautiful, adoring, adorable girlfriend Kristany for a grand total of 9 days, and I have to say it's going pretty well. I am one lucky little nerd to end up with someone like this. She ACTUALLY wants to be with me, which is unusual for beautiful girls. I can see this going a long way. We have enough in common to mesh well, and enough differences to keep things lively. I am, overall, very happy with my life, and how this is going.
DEPRESSED HALF: The faithful audience of my blog has decreased by one, bringing the grand total to exactly NOBODY. Hell, she doesn't even talk to me anymore. Not a text, not a facebook message, nothing. And, to be honest, it hurts. It really does. To go from every day, to maybe once a week, to now nothing is a painful thing. As much as I care about Kristany (more and more everyday) I still wish she would converse with me every once in a while. Hell, even if she read my blog, I'd be peachy. I still stalk hers religiously (both of them). It kinda makes me feel like I'm just easy to forget. And maybe I am.
So, in conclusion, I both want to live forever like this, and be shot. My life is a fucking mess. Oh well, best to ride this shit out, and enjoy every second. I only got once.
I enjoy life/life irks me.
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