Decision Made

I have been hanging out with the girl I mentioned previously, and last night, after a post-makeout cuddle, she asked me what "we" were. I'm so glad she was cool, because I could have made a complete and utter DICK out of myself if she wasn't easy-going. I told her my story, (kept it real short, just generalities) and said, "I'm sorry. I do like you, but I don't want to hurt you, so I don't quite know what 'we' are yet."

So, hat is blue, tooth is gold, now my story is all told. Again, I repeated, "I don't want to hurt you. I'm afraid that's EXACTLY what I'm gonna end up doing." She told me the only way she wouldn't understand what I did was if I cheated or lied. As long as I was totally upfront, and not "spreading the love", she would understand. So, now my decision is as follows. Do I:

A. Commit to a relationship. This option is now possible due to previously stated upfront-ness clause of the relationship contract. Shall I decide to defect from said contract, as long as I was totally upfront and honest about it, no penalties will be incurred.

or

B. Decide to cut this off. This is the easiest option.

Well, I decided to go with option A. I am now in a relationship. :D



PS: Rowan, if you are reading this, this doesn't mean I've given up on you just yet. I just... need to branch out a little, I guess. I know you've been telling me to from day one, but I still feel like it's betraying you.

HAPPY BRANDON IS (mostly) HAPPY!