EPIC WAL-MART ADVENTURE (and some confused stuff afterwards)

Ok, so on Saturday, I went on an "Epic Wal-Mart Adventure" with a couple old friends and one person I just met. So what ended up happening, we wandered aimlessly around Wal-Mart for a couple hours, (I bought a toy guitar and walked around the store playing it, loads of fun!) and then we went on a drive up and around some back roads in my area (South Pine Creek, for those in the know!) all the while listening to Skillet, BFMV, and some other stuff. We took some pictures, had some fun, and just all around had a fuckin' good time.

BLOGGER'S NOTE: COOL ends here, it is confused musings from this point on.


So, one thing led to another, a girl was at my house. We were messing around, things happened, and we ended up making out for a good while, I have no idea how long. Now, I will be the first to tell you, I had fun. It was an AMAZING boon to my self esteem, that someone even remotely good-looking was willing to make out with me. (It deserves to be noted, she was the aggressive one, I just went with the flow, I having no experience in this area.) But after she left, and whatever euphoria she had inspired in me had worn off, I realized I had an enormous problem.

I kinda like this girl, and would not be totally disinterested in making a relationship out of this. But, what if Rowan suddenly breaks up with her boyfriend...? I mean, I love Rowan. I could put everyone involved in a emotional situation that will end in heartache for some or all. God, my love life is a fucking disaster...

Life irks me.