I needed to get these emotions out on paper, but when I tried to cement it into a poem, it seemed to... cheapen? Lessen? anyway, It didn't show enough of how I feel to make it worth it, so again, I'm going for pure, raw, unadulterated emotion, so... bear with me.
Water and heroin im water hes heroin water would mean im needed which is a great feeling i love you she really opens herself to me shows me inside her head which is what i wanted all along does that mean i get what i wish for sometimes i love you too patently obvious i have for a while but i didnt know she did too and i dont know for how long but does it matter really water and heroin her loving me is an amazing thing everything was right with the world for one small instant then things went bad she looked so distraught over loving me its causing her pain to love me because of HIM and i dont want that for her but i do want her to love me who wouldn't her love is a valuable thing and love is something i've never really felt from another person but she does love me she said so and i believe her water and heroin even though ive been burned in the past by i love yous i trust her to not destroy me she says shes hurting me but she isnt trying so it doesn't count i want to hold her and tell her shes not a bad person and i love her but she is so far away for far too long i keep dreaming shell be with me and never let me go ill stop breathing if i don't see her anymore she is slowly becoming my everything and im powerless to stop it but do i really want to i want her to be she deserves to be somebodys everything even if its a somebody like me
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